This week, we been dating each other for 3 months. He invited me to “the club”. Before we across the street he turned to me and said that he met a really nice girl three months ago. That is the sweetest thing that I’ve ever heard this year. We went to different events on the new year’s party but we both saved our new year’s kiss for each other. In the club, I drank a little bit alcohole after that he asked me whether I wanted to be his girlfriend. When he asked me I could not hear the music and people at all, all I could see was him and other people just was the background of our lives. It took me a while to say yes.

The day after we officially boyfriend and girlfriend. He was danm right, it changes nothing. We are in love and the relationship is there all the time. Well, the only change can be we love each other even more, just goes a little bit deeper. I watch my watch at 10p.m. each night and realise that usually we should be together at this time, then I start missing him. Such little thing makes me believe that I truely love him and not anyone else.

That night at Darling Habour was quite interesting and I think something changed. That night was so quiet and so romantic. I loved it.

我说我不信邪，大家都呸呸呸。貌似我来了悉尼以后也有很多霉运，比如好端端刚买的电脑就坏掉了，找了个便宜的住所不久就又要搬家，傍金只拿回来一半不说还跟着受了不少累，所幸学习之事务没有被耽误，第一次论文还拿了DISTINCTION。我跟我爸说D，我爸以为是美国的评分系统，吓了一大跳。想到刚开始时，我曾经晚上下课后给朋友打电话诉苦，说我想回家的种种臆想。我分明不是那种急流勇退的人啊？但是我真的想过的。我的自信心一直提不起来，直到我拿到了D. 那时我每天神清气爽充满自信的走在校园里，满面春风。

前天在church听道，讲的真不错啊，讲的我莫名有种孤独感。可是什么感觉能莫名冒出来呢，分明是有人刺激我。我也不明白为什么当我看向他时，他的眼神里尽是无穷的冷漠，仿佛我只是前天相识并不值一提的过客。Fine,我还能说什么呢？昨晚的讲道是what we can bring out of this life and why christinanity is an advanture but not a religion. 我就是那种听完就跑的人，of course, I grabed a muffin before I leave…

就这样今天交完了最后3份作业，we call it a semester.我在悉尼的第一个半年就算结束了。朋友问我学到了什么，我觉得我学会了他们的思维方式，他们的写作方法，以及他们处理事情的方法。其实西方学术有很多中国可以借鉴的地方，当然不至于全盘搬过来，但是他们being critical, be creative的时候我们真的应该好好学习。